最好的　其實就在身邊，何須尋尋覓覓．．．？

A week of unpaid off: what to do? Do something which I haven't had the time to do when work. For instance, work-out (I've missed many sessions!), banking, updating my wardrobe (can't blame me, the weather drops!), meeting friends (we'd do lunch/dinner), and my family too.

 

It always strikes me how fortunate for women to be employed: unwanted phone calls: "sorry, am in a meeting right now."; uninteresting dates: "sorry my schedule is a bit tight this week...". As much as I wanted to be in love, I prefer to have a job, a career in which I can be neck to neck with the male genders.

 

It's always the sense of being in power and authority over the other parties that drives me forward. Onward and upward.

 

I love my job. I love my job!

 

 

上文說到女人偉大．男士若否決，請看below: 

 

懷孕之苦，生育之痛，均不用男方承受（當然過中喜悅男士亦無法體會）．男人唯一貢獻的就是精子．是的，這麼微小的傢伙赦免了男士諸多苦刑．如此不平等對待，難道就是上主懲罰夏娃引誘亞當偷吃禁果之過？！

 

男士在外衝鋒陷陣之際，可會記得是女性把他（們）帶來世上；職務上歧視女性之時，可又記起沒有女人那有他？欺壓"恩人"，是否該下地獄？！

 

男女平等．．．太陽西面升起的事實！

 

某日與同事談到去留問題，她淡然道："嫁雞隨雞．．．嘛”．

 

都說女人偉大，由生孩子，到追隨幸福而作出的捨棄，皆超越男人（男士們請捫心自問，利益跟前女伴大都被棄）．誠然，那有"娶妻隨妻"呢？

 

結婚，生子，之後生活都為另外一半，另一個人奮鬥．有人與你分享生活點滴，同樣你亦要分享他的一切，喜憂inclusive. Whole package, 不容有失．此刻，本人還沒有如斯力量去承擔另外一個個體之一切．應該話，能夠給予我去承擔這份"重任"之力量的人還沒出現（這樣說對我公平點）．．．

 

幸福是一種心境．悠然，自然得！

 

 

 

測驗考試，為１００分奮鬥；拿到１００分，又要為 "keep"住，不斷奮鬥，繼續奮鬥，再次奮鬥，加倍奮鬥．．．

 

想拿１００分，就要付出１２０分努力，甚至更多，更多，更多！

 

”唉，是時候面對現實喇...！" 回航程坐我鄰座的女生道．

 

相信不少歐遊的人都會有此同感．港澳地區是搵錢地，談不上大文化背景，理想遠景．令人茫然慨嘆．

 

重遊花都，體會稍別：看到髒亂一面．美麗的仍然美麗，可惜污穢扣分！

 

走進意大利，感覺一震！四周建築物不只美麗，簡直是鬼斧神工！一座一座，實實在在，不被外來侵擾．而且意大利氣候怡人，食物多元化（pizza, gelato, pasta...!!), 不會餓死！

 

比對之下，巴黎是西餅，美輪美奐cream花邊，吃不飽；意大利是咖哩角，雞批，層次多，感覺強烈！Or: 前者是Chanel：黑白灰；後者是Cavalli, 大花花裙，色彩斑斕．

 

多一份了解，小一份期望．人生就是要多看一點！  

 

 

People say, "If you haven't visited Louvre and Musee d'Orsay in Paris, you gonna have to go back!"

 

True! Last visit, I couldn't manage the latter, blame the bad weather and my out-of-mind. Such a regret lingered until this very day, which dragged me spending my whole salary into re-visiting.

 

Be it a completion of unfulfilled wish, this time I'm gonna turn things around!

 

人生充滿驚喜: 突然間, 不幹了! 下一秒鐘, 就話飛巴黎. 連本人亦無法解釋.

 

"如果你唔走, xx 一定是你的!" 升職，加薪我當然想；可回心再想：這是我要的嗎？這是我這些年來一直努力的原因嗎？

 

Fame and Fortune, 每個人都想．若要背棄理想才能得到這兩個 "F"，抱歉，我做不到！為生活，我已放棄不少次追求理想的機會．來到這一次，我退不了步！

 

能夠得到上司對自己能力的認同，我已很欣慰，對得起家人，朋友；我知道我倘若留下，拚了命的博，一定勝任．不過：沒有理想的人生便不是人生．我選擇 "活”！

 

此刻，我感到我的人生即將步入另一新階段！ 

 

People talk. I know; particulary when you have achieved something which others cannot. This I cannot control.

 

However much patience allowed, I couldn't help but wonder: have they, or would they, ever considered the effort and time I have put into the project, while they were doing nothing at all?

 

God gives us a mouth to praise the Lord; not the devil. 

 

 

英國大文豪 Oscar Wilde 說過："人生最後悔的不是過錯，而是沒有錯過．”

 

想年輕嗎？重覆年輕時所 "犯”的錯吧！年少時，明知是錯的都會去做，心想 "再有重生”機會．做了，就不後悔；那一刻，想做，而沒有去 "做”那一步，日子過後，頭一直昏倒那時為何沒有ｘｘｘ，不去ｘｘｘ．．．　如此包袱，餘生背負，延至下一代，何堪！

 

與其追悔，倒不如 "不悔”？！

 

 

從來都怕 "出風頭”，怕人家說 "巴閉”．始終 "人怕出名，豬怕肥”．

 

後來發覺，每一個也有他的長／短處，有人愛說閒話，造謠，打擊人．然後我學會了 "靜”："成功要靜，敗了要靜”．

 

對自己有自信，努力裝備自己，心念堅定，我不怕別人閒言閒語．

 

I use to have dreams, particularly when stressed. Most annoying of all, nightmares! Sometimes I was so scared, and the dream so vivd, that I woke up. Thanking God that it was just a dream...!

 

Recently, I had dreams before dawn. I woke up, and could remember them clearly. For instance, this morning, I dreamed I was being driven in a car, facing a slope ahead. The driver, whom I couldn't recall the face or name, said next to me it was a famous slope, and we were about to fall. I expected the "free-fall" feeling of the heart. We fell, but it wasn't so bad (I was unhurt).

 

Then (part 2) I was injured at the feet, bleeding. There was blood. I felt the pain, and woke up. It was 05:58 am.

 

I looked up in an online Dream Dictionary. Putting the pieces together, I am afraid I am in a crisis, which I need to resolve. The bleeding could also mean misunderstanding and conflicts. Terrbile!

 

 

 

 

浪漫是一種感覺．不一定弄到滿室玫瑰花瓣，點上蠟燭才算浪漫．簡單而言：不須形體塑造．

 

巴黎浪漫．走在街上，吸入的空氣也浪漫．有人話巴黎髒，一點不浪漫．我就話，浪漫是種感覺，不須言語．

 

說實些，內心要記念一個人，或者是被掛念著，這個地方才會美！

 

琛秋的巴黎一定倍加浪漫．

 

本日是五十年來首次日之全蝕. 港澳地區只看到日偏食. 雖看不到全相, 但不少人也能目睹, 難得!

 

古語有云: "天缺一塊有女媧"  心缺一塊有誰補?

 

 

沒嫁的女孩, 沒家. 心缺的位置又隱隱作痛... '

 

 

 

 

沒有看錯, 本人也沒有打錯字, 真的是一天...

有人告訴我, 現在換passport已不需清晨4/5時守候大門, 那種"非人道"對待已gone. 可基於 "嚴謹" 的我, 我還是7時起, 差一刻8時到達.

 

"蛇餅"不見, 心暗喜. 原來 "早十, 午十" 的派籌制度下, 本人有幸是14th! 點? 等 -- 等到下午, 要頭十個. 因此, 早上10th 之後的一直等, 等到2:30pm, 決不讓intruders奪取換證權!

 

4小時等待中, 有人派傭人on shift; 有call外賣的，領事館外霎時變成小型picnic site. 有家長帶著小孩，又有為小孩排隊的：”都是為小孩，將來多條出路．”拿著　Oscar Wilde, 我忍．．．幸好有位從英國回來的女生跟我挺投契，又跟我shared some food, 時間好像易過些．

 

4pm, 辦妥了．價錢因euros 下跌關係，平了ｍｏｐ＄２００＋（有同學因早前ｅｕｒｏｓ高漲，暫換）．計落條數，平均每年都要近ｍｏｐ＄１５０．　頂！

 

如此　”不文明”遊戲，５年後再玩！ 

 

 

夏日炎炎, 中午時分走在街上真是"分分鐘"中暑!  

 

不知是否因溫度上升, 人們氣憤指數也飆升: 立法會在小暑當日開會, 特首一步入場, 長毛就直飆出來 -- 休場; 特首說:"我想回應7/1遊行...." 突然又被中止 -- 休場; 再開始, 又有議員大呼大叫. 只要三人離場後, 會議終於可以進行. (究竟他們是否不想開會, 借故"為民請命", 俾人趕出場, 不用開會. 若真心發言, 理應待發言時刻, 而非未開始便棄權?!)

 

然後一家四口滅門血案揭發, 警方道"八仙飯店"般殘忍. 兇手待在兇案現場捕獲, 真是 天網恢恢!

 

閏五月的夏日, 我選擇看Oscar Wilde. 懶理世事紛擾!

 

一個社會最高領導人的選舉, 只有一位候選人, 即"自動當選" (http://www.epochtimes.com/b5/9/6/14/n2557588.htm)

 

超過２／３提名，告訴其他人"唔洗玩”．燁哥參選，都知他會是勝者，但起碼有位歐宗傑陪跑，交吓戲．如今，這門面功夫也省回．對國外人士說起，我也覺得醜！

 

莫非正如友人所說："澳門就是與別不同”？！

When it comes to nude makeup, I truly recommend Bobbi Brown. Not only her shades are perfectly paired, but also their formulas are spectacular on you!

 

 

This summer, indulge yourself in Go Nude: easy and beautiful! (If you don't trust me, look at how effortlessly beautiful 吳君如 in "星星同學會". Her makeup is from B.B.!)